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Friday, January 22, 2010
at 9:15 PM

THREEDAYSTWONIGHTSECTHREECAMPACT Sandra, Nurul S. & Myself.

Group eleven+twelve = 3N2 :D
HeyHeyHey!
Camp @ Costa sands, Pasir Ris
Was,
A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
More pictures to be found @ Facebook :)
First Day( 20th January 2010 )
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Once reached, all were like complaining this and that, hehh.
My camp buddy = Nurul S.
Both of us were in the same group, group Eleven A.K.A Black Panther :)
During the ice-breaking session, we did our group flag and cheer.
The next activity was clash of the titans (COTT), it was hilarious uhk. I keep hiding behind the others like a madddddd dog! I scared of the water bomb la, heeeeeeee.
The last activity for the day was the night confidence challenge (NCC). Amirah, Nurul S. & myself were dozing off when the trainers ask us to close our eyes and reflect upon the day, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! After that, we had to walk somewhere further which idk at where but the place was DARK! After that, everybody have to be in groups of five. My group members was Amirah, Nurul S. , Gladwin & Eng Kang.
All the five of us was looking forward to see fireflies & glowing flowers so, we were eagerly looking for it. BUT, when all five of us step in the mangroves, i was the first one to see all those white cloth(po-chong) which was still okay. UNTIL, i saw the 'pontianak'. I start to shivere and was holding Eng Kang's arm tightly. Gladwin = Brave, went over to the other side of the 'pontianak'. After awhile, Amirah and Nurul S. wanted to go to Gladwin's side but the 'pontianak' start knocking its chain. Then the 'pontianak' crawl over to us, we took one step back. We were still at the same spot, that's where the conversation starts..
Eng Kang
Gladwin
Myself
"Gladwin? Come back..come back.."
"You all just cross over laa..."
"Eng Kang, Please..don't go..don't go..."
"GLADWIN, COME BACK.."
Gladwin did come back.Then.. the 'pontianak' STAND wanting to chase us, so we took the opportunity to run away laaaa. I was running like a madddddd dog -.-" Amirah & myself was shouting like WHOA.
Lastly, trainer Ark scare us, Amirah, Nurul S. & myself SCREAM.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, THE NCC = POWER!
After supper, it was time to sleep.
Amirah, Atikah, Fatin, Sarah, Nasrianur, Nurul S & myself were in one tent BUT Nurul S. , went to sleep over at Ardilla's tent :)
Second Day( 21st January 2010 )
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Breakfast, cheers and proceed to our activities.
First activity was High Elements.
For the first time in my life, i really wanted to do the High Elements. Usually for other camps(P5 Camp, Camp FEAST, Camp STEEL), i was forced to do so. So yeah, i completed both elements :D
Second activity was Outdoor Cooking.
Partner with Nurul S. and started cooking.
We cook Maggie Mee.
Teamwork baek punyaa uh Syaz!
It turn out niceeeeeee :D
Third activity was Low Elements.
My group only completed two elements as we kind of wasted alot of time on the first one.
Then, it starts to rain. Group eleven, twelve & half of 3T1 class gather under the shelter. Then Trainer Ark, taught us a clap.
He said that after the camp if we see him outside, we must do the clap -.-" HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
Next was,
CAMPFIRE.
3N2 did the Pink Panther theme song and dance.
Also, we did the TEPIDEPANBLAKANG thing.
Overall, the CAMPFIRE was GREAT!
Nurul S. & myself was constantly Shouting, Screaming & Dancing.
Third Day( 22nd January 2010 )
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Went to unpitch our tents then it starts to rain heavily. Lucky, we manage to settle everything before it rains. We didn't do area cleaning, WOOHOO :D
Then, each and every trainer have to give a short speech to their groups.
Nurul S. & myself cried non-stop( tears of laughter ) because of Trainer Ark, Trainer
Sadiq & Trainer Afiq, they were gossiping about Trainer Joe! Damn funny, HAHAHAHAHHAHA!
Then when the trainers deliver their speech, it touches deep down our hearts. Hence, we cried even more.
Lastly, we cried cause of the fun times we had together with our trainer( Trainer Dan ).
GROUP ELEVEN WON THE BEST GROUP CAMPER!
Congratulations to the rest of the winners :D
Thank you to both Trainer Dan( missing him already ) & Trainer Debbie for bonding our class :)
Period.

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Yours truly
NASYITAH ASWEN



Saturday, January 16, 2010
at 6:38 PM

CCA Showcase was okay :)
OHH WELL, school was great :D I've done all my work, heeee. Practically there's homework everyday, HAHAHAHA! But..it's okay, i'll get myself use to it :) I must study hard and i will.
"1 way to success; Never give up"
Jerrine Tan ,
I didn't get the chance to talk to you personally. First of all, i'm really sorry for pulling you during the run. If it was my actions that made you cried then i'm reallyreallyreally sorry. I'm trying my best as a P.E. rep to make you all fit and to get my job well done. Seriously, 'i hate looking at people who gives up when they haven't even tried.' If i weren't there to pull you, will you run or.. at least jog? No, you won't. You kept complaining, " Haaaa.. cannot already... cannot already...". I can be reasonable and i am being reasonable. But..how reasonable you all want me to be?!?!?! You all never listen to a single word i say, have you all ever think about my feelings? No, you all don't. Why don't all of you try putting yourself into my shoes, i bet you all will hate that feeling. Hate the feeling to be ignored, not respected. Eeeeek, i hate that feeling alotttt. It feels like 'hell on earth' :'( Thinking of it really makes me cry, i failed. Once again, i'm sorry.
"The most pleasure thing is to do what people think you can't do."
I've found my pretty boy :)
AND Finally, Congrats to squidward cause he's in a relationship :D LAST LONG!

PS; I really miss you alottttt, milo boy. HAHAHAHAHA, ribena make my bones strong :D

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Yours truly
NASYITAH ASWEN



Tuesday, January 12, 2010
at 2:35 AM

What am i feeling right now?



No words could describe what i'm feeling right now. Eeeeeeeek, i hate this feeling. Why do i feel like crying? Why?!?!?!?! What's with me? I can't seem to control myself. Am i sad? If i am, what am i sad about? Haish. :'(

I felt lonely, But.. am i???

Later, do my prayers and off to ngaji, some peace :)

Ps; You promised that everyone's with me. Are they really with me? For what i know, you're the only one with me.

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Yours truly
NASYITAH ASWEN



Friday, January 8, 2010
at 10:36 PM


Hello :) It's a new year. 1st week of school's fine, can cope with it. Even though, i got all the fierce teachers(etc; Mr Quek) for every subject, it's not bad after all. Infact, it makes me perservere more. heee. Okay, teachers have been giving me tons of homework everyday and i've been sleeping superbbb late(1.45am-3am) lately just to finish my homewwork :) I manage to hand-up all my homework on time and you all might wonder if i were to sleep in class or not right? NOPE, i've been hyper in class. I always keep myself attentive and focus in class in order not to lose out in anything, not a single thing. And yeah, this is just the beginning. Well, coffee is my loyal bestfriend afterall :) So yeah, i'll update about school some other time yeah :) Bright side, i got the every rights to choose the path i'm turning to. To my love ones who have been cheering me up and giving me faith in everything i do, thank you, thank you so much. I love you all so much, god bless you all :D

Rules for my dearest self;
- Don't ever give myself a leisure time until i finish my school assignments.
- Don't ever give up in anything i do, stand strong.
- Be more reasonable.
- No more keeping secrets from mama :)
- Don't get involve in a relationship until i finish my O's.


Nowwwww, it's 2010, new resolutions :D Not much, i'm taking every step at my own pace.
- Get an excellent result in academic.
- Practice on path or track everyday and gym, twice a week.
- Be more feminine
- Smile more.
- Stop bitching about others. Insyallah can, amin.
- Make my love ones proud in whatever i do best.
- Respect my elders.
- Never leave my prayers.

Thank you allah.


To those who thinks there's no hope.

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When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope, One day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.



ps; I still feel lonely even when you're with me in my pocket :(

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Yours truly
NASYITAH ASWEN




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